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nothing is as beautiful as a dream and it hurts to even try

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1.
I was fine 03:51
Why’d you bring me back From my exile If you knew that you would go? I didn’t need no one because I barely was someone, now You lift your hand, I start to float After you’ve seen it, what do you do? After you’ve seen it, what do you do? I cut off all my desires, Feel nothing when I’m not high After you feel it what do you do After you feel it what do you do Until all my fountains run dry A single drop and I’m a light again But why? I was fine You play the suns game No running from the day Accept the ashes and start again How many times can I Be remade? I’m still wishing for my Vision of the start We weren’t real we couldn’t bruise We weren’t real we couldn’t bruise I cut off all my desires, My heart don’t care that I’m tired Don’t stare into the sun If you know what’s good for you But tell me who hasn't tried? A single drop and I’m a light again But I swear I was fine Living through the night I was fine Before I saw the light I was fine I was fine I was fine
2.
trouble 02:57
She means well but She only causes trouble Nothing to fight for Everyone’s hardened to gold They all told her they’d make it Swore on dreams of forever Walks through her own little maze Blows a kiss to the shine I don't want to play anymore These games are all the same It’s not even love, what a bore You just need someone to frame I tear down the whole ceiling For a lick of heaven But you don't mind, you still Need me to stand in for your god I don't want to play anymore Dancing for the rain They’re melting down the drain, what a bore Their hearts all taste the same I mean well but I’ve only caused me trouble Never mean it Please don't be mad At me
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Faraway lover, she goes To the end of the world Because she knows I want, and want, and want I’ve always longed for a prince Who says he’ll rescue me but never comes Only want and want and want And want and want and Want Don't tell me to let down my hair They'll cut it off and I’ll lose my head I’ve done enough for the real world I live in my head And I stay sane instead of Train stations are for falling in love Always speeding away My heart grows The farther you are, you are, you are, You are, you are, You are! Treading on water until I drown but one day I’ll swim back to you Waiting for you I give up, I give up this fight Believe it I’m tired Don’t say I didn’t warn you Don’t say I didn't warn you Don’t say I didn’t warn you You know that I tried Don't tell me to let down my hair They'll cut it off and I’ll lose my head I’ve done enough for the real world I live in my head And I stay sane instead of loving
5.
All those pretty words But it ain't love I know better Than to believe them I know you look pretty in my eyes You no longer need a mirror Your broken heart thirsts for blood The gods of love need a heart to feast on I know that you can’t help your crimes That’s why I don’t love unhappy people If you prove that I’m wrong I will run to you I don't want it to be true If you prove that I’m wrong I’ll gladly disappear Into your world Couldn’t you let me love my ghosts in peace? Instead of infecting me with the real world It can't offer the same relief now Only your endless horizon The sun sinks again I know what I have to do Say it’s not true If you prove that I’m wrong I’ll gladly disappear Into your night Believe it, I’m tired
6.
visions 03:27
You break at will Unspoken rules I could go where you are But you don’t Want me there I give away You needed a doll I built a palace On these visions of love To dream is almost better than to touch To be seen always feels like too much I am never satisfied with what I’m given, always Reaching for horizons I can’t touch Dreaming of you on your island without bridges Leave me again I love to search I love to drown myself in visions of us You won’t find me cause you never really cared I can’t fault you cause I ask for what I’m given Dreaming of the dark I was never really scared But I’ve yet to make my peace with the living I don’t need much Just a flash of eyes I’ve made a fortress Of these visions of love No one finds my heart You leave at will I was never there I live on candy And these visions of love
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He said aren't you tired Of moving houses? The face in the mirror Was never his Was someone else’s Love came my way, came my way Is that what they say, what they say? Just take me home I’ve done enough damage For one life But I always find The truth I looked for In the fire You don't have to stay And I didn’t ask for your piece of mind It’s between me and this place can't walk away, walk away Just take me home And if you won’t Don't waste my time Because I will find The truth I looked for In the fire And you’ll be sorry You’ll be sorry This is your warning This is your warning Another lie Don't have to apologize I’ll even it all To the ground The things I pull out of rubble are Always worth the trouble, the Things I pull out of rubble Are always pure Bare bones is all I want Don’t dress it up I’ll tear it down Bare bones is all I want Don’t dress it up I’ll tear you down
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Kill the hope To hurt less I’m full of holes But I float To another place To another home Don’t ask me where No one can follow Don’t ask me why All that blood on your mouth I can't take Someone else Showing me That I’m right Just another truth Pouring into me Expanding heart Skin splitting Why is it so hard? All this dust on the ground Kill your hope To hurt less I’m still alone But I float To another place To another home Don’t ask me why Don’t ask me why Don’t ask me why
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I might die if you ever disappoint me I’m not being dramatic So many have before you (me) And sometimes I feel like a motherless child I might die if you ever try to leave me Even though I’ve done it to so many I pray the stars forgive me Cause sometimes I still feel like a motherless child Still feel Like a motherless child I wish that you could save me No one loves me Without needing a favor I might die if you ever try to lose me Because I couldn’t get more lost And sometimes I still feel Like a motherless child Swear you’ll never leave Swear you’ll never leave Swear you’ll never leave Swear you’ll never leave Swear you’ll never leave Swear you’ll never I don't really want to be Asking, but for you I’d give up my pride And I know Sometimes you feel Like a motherless child Sometimes you feel Like a motherless child So don’t leave We can hide together Don’t leave We can hide forever We can hide forever We can hide forever

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was meant to be a "side project" but nearly cost me my sanity to finish. lol. just piano + voice, focused on lyrics. in my singer-songwriter bag.

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released July 17, 2023

words and music by Elodie Graf

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